Unsent Messages

I hate you for what you did to me. I was young and you took advantage of my inexperience and damaged me beyond compare. It's been over two years and I'm still terrified to get involved with another person because of the after effects of what you did to me. You knew I liked you a lot, and you pushed me into something you knew I didn't want to do. I told you I didn't want to do it. I hate you. You are truly the one person on this planet I can genuinely say I hate. I've typed this message out to you a million times but never sent it because I know that no matter what I say to you you won't see that what you did was wrong. But it was. Consent isn't something to ignore, and I never gave you mine. You doing what you did pushed me into the worst year of my life, and I will never forgive you for it. I hope some day you will understand the pain you put me through.