i have panic attacks when i hang up from our calls. a conversation with you stresses me out so much that i think of hurting myself. you’ve hurt me more than you’ve helped me, even if you think it’s the opposite. i wish you’d just leave me alone instead of leaving me with all this pent up anger of things that i can’t say to you. you’re so self absorbed and selfish. you’ve been through things, we get it, but there’s no need to make people feel invalid when they talk about their problems.