Unsent Messages

you made me and broke me. you taught me all my firsts, ending all in pain. you used me up and left me emotionally scarred. I can never forgive you. I have met the love of my life, the first man I am able to love after all the baggage that you left me with. When I am left in pain on how I cannot trust any relationship, I hate you. I still think back and wonder why you did all the things you did, why you said all the things you said. I was young and innocent, and you broke me. I looked at you in a light and you took advantage, knowing I would always come back. I found out you cheated, just recently actually. 3 girls? I gave you everything, and I wish I could ask for it back. but I am happy now. i wish I could tell you this, I want to rub it in. I know what a real love is. you broke me but not completely.