Unsent Messages

3 ily u were really special to me and u helped me so much but when u left i was put right back into that hole that u pulled me out off, but it’s fine now, i am so happy but having u back would make me a lot happier. i am so grateful for everything u have helped me with. it was all worth it in the end, all the pain, all the tears, you made me feel like i was the best version i could be of myself. u are literally a miracle, i wish u would of stuck around a little longer because i wouldn’t of minded being friends with a person like u. i know i was selfish at the time and i never asked how u were feeling but all of that can change. i am so sorry that i wasn’t the person u expected me to be. u helped me get back up on my feet and move on, letting me know everyday that it would get better. i lost u because i didn’t care about anyone but myself and i regret all of it, also because of that i lost the person i loved the most. it was u, it was always u.