Unsent Messages

Lannah, every time I drink I end up going to my dorm and crying because I feel so worried and empty without you. I'm worried that your sad or alone, I just miss junior your year, I miss spending every day with you, I miss Italy, I fucking miss you so much. you were my other half and now your gone. I'm currently playing promises and I just don't understand why we had to grow apart. YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY OTHER HALF FOREVER FUCK WHY WHY WHY. I was so anxious I just needed time to breath but then you never called me back and dude I'm fucking heart broken I've never had a friend like you. and nothing helps, fucking therapy does nothing. I just needed you to understand where I was coming from and now its too fucking late and I'm alone and I don't know how to feel better I think about you every day dude. I just need to move on but I can't bc you were supposed to be around forever.