you treated me like a second option every time i tried to get close to you at the beginning. do you not remember that? you had to “beg for my attention” because i was so terrified of giving it out and then you deciding you didn’t want it anymore. and then a month later changing your mind again, this pattern happened frequently. don’t forget your part in it. i’m sorry if i ever hurt you but this has gotta stop. i want to love you as a friend so bad, but you’re making it difficult here.
