i really loved you. i just wanted you to love me back. you were my first real boy I really cared about and you will always be the boy in the back of my head. i will always like you even just a little bit. you took care of me, helped me through hard times, and I did the same. we stuck together and always ended up being friends again whenever we fought or got into drama. you were my first love, I always thought I was special to you. you would never tell my secrets or expose me to anyone. you kept me safe, didn't let anyone do anything, you made sure I laughed when I wasn't ok, you face timed me when I was crying so you could help me fall asleep. we always used to fall asleep on facetime with each other. i love you. i always will. we never got to say our goodbyes or final words without a fight, so bye will. i really did love you