hi aud. i dont know where to start. i’m sorry for sending the letter. i know i shouldnt have. i didnt think about it before i did it. i was in a really bad place. i know that doesnt excuse it. i’m sorry. i’m also sorry for leaving you. i said i wasnt your dad and i left you like he did. for that, i’m eternally sorry. way beyond sorry. i still think about you. hence why im writing this “to you” i wish i could’ve done better for you. i truly loved you and i’m sorry if you didn’t feel that. i’m sorry. i promise you that.