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I feel like know one understands how I feel like they say they do but they don’t I feel like crying all the time and get so overwhelmed I don’t have the energy to do anything I’m not even aloud to have late assignments but I have so many that are late there gonna be on my report card and he will see it I dk what to do I feel like everything is my fault I don’t feel pretty anymore I feel sad and never show cause I feel like I can’t I’m not aloud to cry I hide it he says I can talk to him but I can’t cause he turns it into something like I have to listen and I’ll be fine but that’s not the case. He asks me why I’m crying and I say I don’t want to talk about it but he pushes he says crying won’t make it better but it dose, crying helps me let out all my emotions and makes me feel free like I don’t have to hold it in well goodbye