i could see that you are struggling. you are sad. i really want to give you a hug and say "it's not your fault, lets be friends again" but that isn't true and i do not want to ever be your friend again. I know you are such a good hearted person, and you wouldn't have done it if not for r*******. I always catch your eyes staring at me, and I stare at you to when you aren't looking. i keep thinking trying to picture how happy i would be if you have never kicked me out of the threesome friend group. I'm sorry that you are feeling guilty about it. I'm sorry that you don't really have any other friends. I'm just plain sorry