wow. wow. wow. i am distraught. you knew everything about me. the things i struggled most with. NOW YOU ARE DOING THEM. i am so sad. i don’t know what i did. i wish you could tell me i wish i could talk to you about it all. all you care about is your possy. i know that this is not one sided. it’s both of us. i need to to talk to me tho. we don’t have to hang - but we can NOT hate eachother!!!!!