From: ABC
To: Connor
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:03 am
you’re my first love fr, i thought it was the person before you because he took my virginity, but that wasn’t love i was craving attention i thought i needed to be important to someone and that’s not what love is, connor you’re my first love and i’m still so in love with you 5 months later. yes we may not be together but you could talk down on me and i’d still fall head over heels all over again. i wish i really got to tell you how much i loved you bc i don’t think you truely understood i’m here snotting and bawling in the middle of a thunder and lightning storm just thinking about you and how happy you seem with your new girl. i’m glad youre happy i just wish we could have solved our problems but this is the third time you’ve dipped out on me so what should i expect. forever my first love you will be maybe we’ll cross paths again but for now i hope you’re doing well baby
