earlier in your arms all i could think was wow this is where i truly belong. it doesn’t even matter anymore if my heart is not what you want because regardless of what i do, it is yours. there are so many things i want to say to you. so many times i wish i could just beg you to stay. beg you to hold on just a little tighter. everyday i wish i could ask you to just come sit with me as you did today. just to see your face everyday but my head is filled with unrealistic ideas of what we are when the truth is to me, you are a stranger who holds my heart and to you, i am just a girl. i fear i imagine things instead of just taking them at what they are and in the end all i am left with are tears and a name to cry out of a man who is not mine and who cannot stay.
