ah i feel dumb coming here of all places. you’ll never see this and that’s okay. i know we’d never end up together. i know you’ve found your person. but you’re mine. you’re my favorite person. i think of you all the time in ways i never thought were possible. you’re the first constant i’ve ever had in my life. ever. you mean the world to me. i love that you’re happy, and i love that you’re in a healthy relationship. i just kinda wish it was with me. it’s selfish to think that, isn’t it. it’s okay. i’ll get over you someday.