i have a feeling that you treating me like this is your way of soft ghosting me already. it's okay, i'm not mad, just a bit sad. but i'll be fine. i'm sorry if i keep wanting what we used to have when i know in the first place, i'm the reason why it got all messed up. i know you'll never see this but thank you. sorry if i've been so tiring and needy ever since this month started. it's cause i got so used to talking to you for hours on end everyday before but i guess our time is up and it's no longer the same. i guess you got bored but just couldn't admit it. i'm thankful i was still given the time to be a somewhat special friend to you. :) thanks, bud.