Unsent Messages

You most likely will never see this. And if you do. Great that’s fun. I want you to know what you did to me hurts like hell. You betrayed me. You cheated on me. And I’m staying with you and I shouldn’t. But I can’t help it because I’ve became completely dependent on you. It’s like I can’t fucking breathe air without you or wake up in the fucking morning. I wish I could say fuck you and leave you. But I love you and I wish I didn’t. Out of all people I never would have thought you would hurt me. Throughout our whole relationship it was always you worried about me cheating. And I would never and I thought you would never. And I wish I could leave but I can’t. I love you. And I’m staying because I need you and what you did is unforgivable but I can’t lose you. Even tho you hurt me. I still want you to hold me. I still wish I could see you and just sit together in each others arms. I wish I didn’t. But I do. And I love you. And I don’t want to but I can’t not love you. You are still perfect to me and i don’t know how either ashton. But I just believe that. And I’m sorry. That I still love you. I know you want me to. But I don’t. And I’m sorry. But I still love you and I’m not leaving. Even though I should.