Unsent Messages

You are such a good person who did such a horrible thing to me. You lead me on. Made me believe you actually liked me, only to choose someone else over me. It's cool, it has been over a year since it happened as I am typing it, but it still affects me to this day with new people. I already had self esteem issues and then for you to do that to me just amplified it. I can never believe that people genuinely like me anymore because of you. I hope you and your girlfriend are happy. I hate her, not for being with you but for knowing about me and not coming to be about it like a woman. i hate her for telling her friend who she knew was going to tell me instead of just coming to me but I guess if she makes you happy then so be it. I hope I never see or talk to you again. I just wish you knew that it still affects me. I want it to haunt you while you're still happy and I am stuck struggling.