Unsent Messages

I love you, but i can't love you. I don't know if you love me the same, but we both know we could never do that. The one kiss we had gave me a feeling of safety and comfort. The price I would pay to get that feeling again. I love being around you. Whether it be just us or with friends. But you've seemed to be more distant lately. Less eye contact. Less talking. I don't know if it's an awkwardness or if you just feel like you don't need me anymore, but I notice it. I want to go back to the way things were before. Before we both admitted to having feelings for each other. Before we let things like that get in the way of our friendship. It feels like everything's changing with us and i hate it. I love you but i wish i didn't. I hate the fact that I love you.