From: ABC
To: ryan
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:37 am
I am so sorry i left you but to be completely honest i dont even think you care that much i left anyway, seems like i didnt matter as much to you as you did to me. I made this green bc i loved your green eyes but you alr know that. Anyway you will always have a special place in my heart. No matter what i always like to comfort myself with the thought that this was nothing more than right person wrong time and that eventually our paths will meet again whether that be in some months or years or 50 years from now or even in another lifetime i hold to the thought that our souls will meet again because this wasnt how our story was supposed to end. Anyway i hope you have a great life bruh. I wish u the best. Thank you for giving me something to look forward to wake up in the morning at a time where my days seemed like one day colored in black and gray with the same repeating meaningless cycle, you gave it color. Haha p corny ikik. I miss u bruhhhh omg i miss talking talking to u but i know its for the best so im giving u space because afterall this is a free world so u deserve to be free. I really wish i couldve met u in person. Just know that if you ever come back to me my arms will be wide open because at the end its always you and there isnt a single person i would choose over you. I just wish you could’ve put more effort in ): ik i had to leave bc it was for the best at the wnd of the day i shouldnt have to beg you for your attention or for you to want to communicate and talk to me. That should literally come from you but obviously it didnt haha. Anyway i am not mad at you for that bc no matter how much u hurt me i still cant bring myself to hate you