i hate that i still think about you, you ruined me in every possible way and i still miss you in every way. no matter who i talk to, i cant stop thinking about you. this was supposed to be the color of our house, where did we go wrong ? we were just too young i guess, i hate that i miss you and that i still love you. i hope you're happier with her. the thing is is i know im better off without you but i cant stop myself from dreaming of you or wondering what you're doing or how you're doing. i hate that you consume my thoughts when i least expect it. i hate that you did this to me