do you ever wonder how many times I've tried to say something to you but never had the right words? I definitely wonder that about you. I wish I could go back to when things weren't uncomfortable between us. I'm sorry things ended so suddenly, I never really gave you a proper explanation. i told them what I could never tell you back then, which is why they're so mean to you. if it helps, id barely call them friends anymore. I hope you're doing okay and please check up on me again like you did before. I'll always be more than happy to have a conversation with you.