you were the first person i truly cared deeply about and you left when i needed you the most and that doesn't sit right with me. you moved on so quick and months later i'm still hurting and picking myself up. i know you thought what we had wasn't a big deal, but to me opening up to someone like i did to you was huge. i can't tell if i miss you, or the memories, or the way you made me feel. you left me feeling like i wasn't enough, and now i'm terrified to let anyone else in because i feel like no one will ever want to stay. you made leaving me seem so easy and that's what messed me up the most. please don't come back though, no matter how much i want you to.
