I miss you. I miss you so much, I’m sorry for being the worst I’m sorry for all the things I said I never meant it. If hating me was all it took to keep you here then so be it. I didn’t deserve your love I didn’t deserve any of it. I freaking miss you and it hurts. Isn’t that ironic? I’ve been wanting to separate for a while and now that we have, it hurts. I can’t forgive you for what you did to me before. But I miss you and even still love you but you’ll never hear that from me.