From: ABC
To: oliver
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:57 am
Pinkies.My first love. 2 years. I would have continued to love you and give you a million chances just so that you would stay in my life. I now realize how one sided that was. And how wrapped up I was in helping you grow - and pushing myself aside. I was all about you-everything for you. Every thought centered around you. Every daydream about the future including you. And yet, you ended up letting me down again. And breaking my heart in the worse way possible. At this point I have realized - I am thankful you showed me how much you didn’t care about me. I am thankful you shattered my heart worse than ever before. Because I would have never walked away from you. Because I loved you so much. And now I can move on to someone that does care. I know I’ll find someone who loves me back as hard as I loved you. I hope you realize one day that I was always there for you. That I stayed with you every time you hurt me. I hope you realize that you walked all over the girl that would have done anything for you. I am leaving you in 2020. I am leaving all of my tears cried over you in 2020. I’m leaving all of the hopes of you coming back in 2020. Pinkies.