i’ve been with other people but you’re the first person who i’ve ever really loved. we loved each other, but we could never be together for obvious reasons. then, you stopped loving me, even though i still loved you. you told me to stop loving you. when it became too painful to talk to you as a friend, i left you. i was hoping to completely forget you, but i still think about you everyday. i ignored your messages and attempts to talk to me. i miss you so much. it hurts so much. i don’t know if i want to forget you and let go of the pain at the expense of losing all of my memories of you. i want to move on and be able to love somebody else without thinking of you, but at the same time . . . i hope that in another life we’ll cross paths and we known who we were before, and be together, able to feel each other and love each other.