i'm sorry i'm such a coward. i'm sorry i never told you how much you meant to me, how much i loved you. it's too late now, you're half a world away. i was the one that left, but you know i didnt want too, right? it was not my choice too make, it never was. remember 5th grade? you would make fun of me and give me nicknames. i used to find it annoying, can you believe that? now i hope for a simple text from you. we never really talked, did we? you asked me my deepest fear, and i responded with it. i was afraid of being lost. but i've never felt lost when i was with you.