I am ashamed of how I treated you. There are many things you don't know. I really thought I loved you. I was certain that I had feelings for you. But now I see that it was an admiration. They were never there. Perhaps that's why I treated you poorly. Because when you love someone you want the best for them. You'd do anything for them. Just like you did for me. Even though I am glad you're not in my life, I still find myself wondering what would've happened if I had been honest with myself earlier. I hope she treats you well and you are happy.
