i wish you knew how much you mean to me but to u I am just a weird girl you've met a few times but why can't I be more than that and how can you not see how I feel about you. i think about you all the time so much I can't even sleep but I feel comfort in your presence whether its in my head or not. i wish I had the balls to say I love you because I do but I am scared i will just let it slip oneday even though it feels natural to me it also feels too soon, but that is the effect you have on me and i wish you didn't have this much control over me but you do. you are either making me feel like the happiest girl in the world or make me cry myself to sleep knowing we will never be anything