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I love you.

I wrote a reply to your letter in August, but I never sent it, I’m sorry. To be honest, I wrote many letters to you over the years, but I never sent them. Those letters were addressed to you but they were meant for me, they meant to help me cope with my feelings for you. With a chance you might stumble on this letter one day, I would like for this letter to be meant for you and hopefully help you even just a tiny bit.
I want you to know you are loved in this world. I know a part of you will twist this and believe otherwise, but I know I love you, and many others do as well. I know your faults, you’ve made mistakes, you’re not perfect, but I continue to love you nonetheless because you’re you. Everyone can see how much you do despite struggling everyday. You selflessly give so much of yourself to the world. You’re admirable, and I wish I was even the smallest part of who you are. I wish I was strong and helped you smile more often. I wish you knew you’re loved for who you were, and for who you are now. I wish you knew just how much I worry and think about you. I love you.