Unsent Messages

you make me so mad i'm reaching my point soon where i will honestly give you up. i don't get you, i don't get what you want. i don't know why i let you ghost then come back into my life. you just keep popping in and out and i don't know what you want. it's exhausting me. we didn't even date but you meant so much to me, i was falling for you. but you let go of us, i would've fought for you if i knew what was going on but you just left me like it was nothing. it took me so long to get over it but here you are coming back as if nothing ever happened and i let you bc i'll always have a soft spot for you. i tell my friends different but deep down i hope fate brings us back and we get together. i played the waiting game, i still am but at this point is it even worth it anymore? i'm getting to a point where maybe it's just fates work showing me we'll never be.