please. im so sorry i “rejected” u i guess i lead u on. but u asked me out and i wasnt nor are ready for any type of relationship i can barely hold friend ships together. my mental state at the time was pretty bad and has only gotten worst, and truly the main reason i just couldnt say yes is because.. i feel like im incapable of loving i dont know how to express “love” i wouldn’t wanna hurt u im sorry we barely text now im sorry. just let me get better mentally im doing awful rn