man, im so sorry. i love u, but im sorry i always bring up me being sad and never text u unless im sad its just ure my bestfriend and i cant explain to u how much i fear losing u. the reason i always cry to u is bc i dont wanna hide my hurt anymore but i dont have any motivation to be funny so im sorry for that i just need to get better then when i do ill get back to the old me and it will be all alright im so sorry im not me anymore im trying. just please bare with me
