From: ABC
To: matthew
Date: December 31, 2020, 10:16 pm
You’re never going to see this ever , but I miss you .. I miss you so fucking much. I think about you a lot I can’t get you out of my head . You also fucked me up I loved you and you hurt me many times . You’ve made me wonder my worth and what I did wrong . You used me . I’m glad we never met up , things could have been worse for me and it’s taken me so long to realize that . You never were good for me but I wanted you to be so bad . I wanted it to work . We are twin flames but we shouldn’t be together . It’s almost a new year and you are still in my head . I need to let you go finally . So . I forgive you . I forgive what you did to me . I forgive you and wunderstand that you left . I will always remember the good times . i hope you think of me too . I hope you know you saved me . We saved each other . But what you did to me the extent . I can’t be with you again . And honestly i really think it’s over with this time . I’m letting you go.. :)