Unsent Messages

i wonder if you ever think of me. if so, i wonder what emotions come with the thought of me. when i was with you i felt alive. i felt safe. i never doubted love. ever since you i havent felt the same. i havent been in love and i most definitely havent felt safe. as much as it hurts, because of you i know true love does exist. i hope she gives you everything i couldnt. im sorry i was sad all the time. i wish i could show you now that i dont want to be sad all the time. i barely remember the sound of your voice, or how fucking warm those hugs were. i wish you knew who i am now. i think youd like this version of me. i hope college is treating you well. i’ll forever be proud of you. i hope one day i can say some of this to your face but i know that’s probably not gonna happen. all the best wishes for you in life.