every once & a while i write one of these to u. i know u’ll never see it bc i don’t use ur name, but it’s nice to at least have what i want to say to u put somewhere other than in my head. i can’t stop thinking about u. it’s almost annoying. i haven’t spoken to u in so long, i hate it. ur favorite color is becoming one of mine. i mean, i’ve liked that color before i met u, but it’s closer to the top of my list than it used to be. i wonder how u are doing. are u happy? i hope so. i wish i could just tell u my feelings without telling u. i guess this is what this is for right?