From: ABC
To: josie
Date: October 1, 2020, 12:40 am
I tried i really did I wanted to be enough for you but I didn’t know how . If only you knew how much I loved you but you were too busy cheating on me to see that. You hurt me and to see those texts on my phone hurt so much but My love for you over powered the hurt and I was so willing to make it work I wanted us to work because you were my everything. I had thoughts about marrying you . You were on my mind 24/7 and tbh I still think about you more than I should but you don’t care because you were messing with other people the whole time we were dating. I wish you weren’t my first love tbh but my love for you is honestly something irreplaceable because I won’t be able to love someone like I loved you and trust me I still love you. I know I was wrong in many of cases but if I could tell the whole world how madly in love with you I was I would but you probably didn’t even feel the same way because in the end I always loved you more. This may be the last time I say this but I love you and I probably won’t ever stop.