i miss you everyday. even though you tried to keep us together in the end we both knew we had to let each other go. we’re not talking right now and it’s kind of hard but i know it’s for the best. whenever or if we even do decide to reconnect i hope we’re both healthy, our best selves or at least working to get there, and moved on from each other. because i know i can’t let myself talk to you again when i still have feelings for you or if you still have feelings for me. it’s selfish both ways. i guess i’m mad at myself for how much i love you because i’m not making it any easier for myself to let you go. i wish you nothing but the best and so much happiness.