From: ABC
To: phoebe
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
when “say you won’t let go” comes on i think about you. i haven’t stopped thinking about you. it’s been years but i still miss you. it hurts that you will never know how i really felt about you because i could never accept myself. you were my first love. you were more than a best friend. but it was too late when i realized how utterly and completely in love with you i was. we had something special and i hope you at least felt that too. i miss your hugs. i hope we will see each other again. i’m sorry i let go.
your #1,
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