i do like you and i miss you a lot. But i dont want to lose myself. you saw how attached i was to you and you dont even understand how many times i cried myself to sleep at night wondering what i did wrong. i couldnt even do certain things like look out my window because every time we used to ft, i would look out my window and watch the sun set. i just don't wanna go through that again. i genuinely wanted a future with you, but now im not so sure. how will i know i wont get hurt again? i just want you to show me that you actually want me, that youd fight for me. but if youre still figuring out your feelings with your ex, please leave me alone until you figure out what you want.
