Unsent Messages

So yea as i was saying you did mean alot to me i just pretended you didn’t because i coudnt deal with those feelings anymore i didn’t know why i had those feelings everytime you hugged me i felt happy because u brought me happiness because you were the only person who really cared out of everyone i felt your love as a friend the most it was real every-time you came around for a hug i would panic you just meant so much to mean to the point i couldn't function around you and yes i did notice your smile fade & the face of disappointment when i wouldn't give you the same affection back it was hard seeing your smile fade but everything in me did want too
i think we both made eachother happy i know you made me complete but your the reason why i love hugs now you taught me so much honestly but it’s hard to find someone that hugs the same way you did everytime your around me i forget how to properly function because those memories will always mean so much to me even if i don’t feel this way anymore it’s like still there but not and the feeling of regret i had.. but i learned to appreciate those who make me a better person like u did i just didn’t appreciate you at all i treated you like garbage i just hated my self i didn’t know how to show u affection the way u did i didn’t know how to make you happy the way u made me happy it angered me i wish we would of keeped that connection that made us both happy it was our sparkle ❇️ But at the end of the day i left u but wish you the best and keep being the light to people worlds like u we’re mine -..