I wouldn’t say I loved you but I wished for so long you would text me again even though I never replied, I chose grey because it reminded me of the star wars thing you built on twitch that one time. I really hoped we could’ve become closer but after my surgery everything changed and it’s like there was something stopping us from talking. Maybe you didn’t like me that much or maybe it was because of the fact I didn’t trust you had good intentions with me. I let too much get into my head and I deeply regret not replying but now it seems I can’t. I am v sorry