Unsent Messages

You know something Uljiro... sometimes I think you never loved me, I don't want to think about it but then, why would you ignore me knowing how broken I am, knowing that I have depression, knowing that I have anxiety, I think about you every day, I have nightmares, I tried to kill myself... You know all that and you dont talk to me... You know that I love you, you know that I would give my life for you, you know that you are the person for whom I am still alive, I am still alive thanks to you, even now, I live for you, to know that you are still there, that you are fine and you are alive, that gives me strength to continue with my life. As long as I am hopeful, as long as I know that I still have a chance to talk to you, as long as I know that, I will have enough strength to continue living ... that's why I ask so much that you at least tell me if we will talk again ... to know that is what the only one that will give me hope and with hope, I have strength