Unsent Messages

Sometimes I wish I could go back and redo everything that I’ve done wrong. Some days I miss you like crazy and other days I tell myself to let go. I can’t let go though. I hope that one day you’ll come back to me but I just know that in the end it’s false hope. Coming to the realization that you’re out of my life hurts the most. I look back through old videos and pictures of us and I still catch myself smiling. I tried my best to keep you in my life but you told me it wouldn’t happen. But why? Why does it have to be that way? I can try to move on and make memories with other people, but it won’t be like the memories we’ve made. Watching sunsets, looking at stars, random dancing in your room, and the mini dates we always went on. No matter what it was or what we were doing, I knew everything was perfect when I was with you. I do wish the best for you though. I’ll always love you no matter how you feel towards me. If you ever needed me, I’d be there. And that’s one of my biggest flaws.