Unsent Messages

I think the idea of us was all in my head. I now realize, when I would look at you across the room and stare at you in pain, you laugh at the better things. You don't even look my way, you moved on, I didn't realize what I had. But now I see it was all glossed over by my eyes. This idea of us in my head, that didn't even exist, one interaction between lead to so many different possibilities in my head. It was all in my fucking head, you moved on years ago. Years later I was still stuck in the same place, over this idea of us. So I will say right now, I have moved on, I see clearly. I'm moving the fuck on, there was never anything between us. All just memories and it's always been in my head. Bye, bye and please don't ever come back into my life. Even if it's one hi between us, or you minding your own business. Don't ever fucking return. Life is a huge weight of my shoulders without you. Leave please. I know that you have no idea how I feel at all. But good riddance.