From: ABC
To: tyler
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:29 am
If you ever find this, this is what I want you to know. You behaved terribly. I know that you have said horrible things about me to strangers and friends. I wish I had handled things more maturely. I am glad the people I have around me love me for who I am. Who will never treat me the way you did. I learned from you that even when confrontation can be difficult, it is necessary. I don’t think we will ever be friends but if things were handled differently we could have been cordial. Maybe I am still hoping we could be. Despite all of your shortcomings and bad behavior, I can recognize that this is so painful because I think you needed to step away from me in order to grow. Because I recognize that who I was then desperately needed to grow too. I wish I had allowed myself that growth back when I knew you but, I was fucking drowning. I think this hurt me so badly because it revealed some things about myself that I didn’t like. That deserve criticism. I have done enormous work on myself. I hope you have too. I wish you all the best.