Unsent Messages

i gave you everything and i mean fucking everything. dont ever think i did you wrong because believe me aydin i tried to stay for as long as i possibly could. i watched you grow into a person who i no longer recognize. if you really loved me you never would've said what you did. fuck you. i would say it a million times. i didnt chose her over you, you were already mentally gone. maybe if you would've told me you were at your lowest i could've helped but clearly "you dont need anyone" thats why you crave someone elses touch and you will forever crave someone elses touch. im done. im so beyond done because i gave you everything, even when you left. i texted you everyday while you were gone, i tried to text your mom multiple times and i even sent you a damn letter aydin! what the fuck! thats all i have to say. i left for myself so i could go on without feeling like your god damn babysitter all the time. for you to be two faced and lie straight to my face multiple times? it was always one sided and you never gave a shit about my feelings. im not like you tho, so i really do hope the best for you. go do something, become someone who changes the world. we will never meet again, but its better that way. i will never forgive you making the decision you did but at least now i can move on because i finally left.