Unsent Messages

ok im writing this again because apparently the website crashed...hi cc, i honestly don't remember your favorite color but i think you said it was mint green. you probably don't think about me anymore, so i dont think you'll ever read this. I hope the person youre with can truly love you, in the way i wanted to. i also hope that you know the impact you've had on me. whenever i talked to you, i felt truly happy, as if i wasn't being judged. ironically, you'd tease me, but i know you genuinely cared. i think im ready to move on, as our relationship is probably a lost cause. we've both changed, are a country apart, and are in different stages in our lives. even though it hurt me so much seeing you lose interest and stop talking to me, i still don't regret staying up until 5 am talking to you. i know this is really cheesy, but im writing this to feel the closure i never got. ily, weirdo