i’ve written one of these before for you. i just hope you see this but i don’t want you to at the same time. i’m sorry for the pain i’ve caused you or the tears that leave you’re eyes because i’m unable to tell what my own emotions are. i’m sorry. i wish i loved you the same way you love me but my heart can’t make up it’s mind. we’re drifting and it’s my fault. but don’t leave me yet. you can’t die on me. even if my feelings are platonic. love of any kind is special. white like yours to me
