We both have good lives on opposite sides of the planet. It's been too many years to count. Some days it opens back up in my heart and I wish I had someone to talk to about it. Grief and pain from a secret I kept for too long and a lot of fear I couldn't name. You are a part of my heart that feels too real, too much and completely imaginary all at once. I don't know you anymore. I only know this ghost.