You hurt me so much.. we were such a mess yet I still loved you so much :( all the things I do with him I wish I did w you .. all the things he told me I wish I had heard those from you. I wish we had what I’ve with him and I hate how even after allat I still want this with you when you ruined me for any other guy. Idek if I’ll have the strength to love him the way I loved you. Yellow because you were my sunshine at one point.. I miss you but you’re not my person anymore and the fact you ain’t the one kinda broke my heart lol but ay it iz what it iz. I hope your stupid ass always stay happy and you find the person who can love in the ways I couldn’t :( I wish I was enough for you but oh well